Today, I decided to write a diary because my English seemed to get worse recently. I'm working on creating a resume for a job change and facing a kind of slump. The reason is that the choice of words is different from that of my diary. I realized the big gap between my English and English level required for business... I was suffering from mental block when I was making the resume. I am about to lose my confidence... However, I cannot give up the dream to use English again. I have no choice but to go forward to attain my goals.