I want to lose about 5kg before this summer comes. If I cannot, the relationship with my partner could come to a bad end… I have gained about 10kg since I first met my partner about four years ago. Moreover, I stopped going to the gym for saving money lately, that unfortunately lowered the possibility to lose my weight. In contrast, my partner goes to the gym at least third time a week. Also, I had seen him doing pushups while I entered my room after the toilet. If I were in his shoes, I would feel inequality to the fact that one half of a couple trained hard and another was getting fat day by day. Therefore, I might be disappointed with the partner. Why have I gained my weight? This is my bad habit. I tend to get fat while I associate with someone because I am released from the pressure that I have to find a steady, that makes me lose a sense of tension to maintain a good shape… When I was dating my ex-boyfriend, he told me that getting fat was the violation of the rule between you and me. I didn’t remember that I made such a promise, though… Finally, we broke up because of his affair… In conclusion, I need to pay attention to my weight so that I would not make the same mistake. My current partner seems to give up the negative change of my shape, but I will do my best to redeem myself.